Surrender.

Dear God... I am sorry... 

It's been a while since I reached out to you. 

I've been hiding out, sliding further from the light. 

Getting tired of fighting these battles on my own. 

My heart feels so heavy with pain, and there's white flag hanging above my door. 

I surrender. 

Please let what belongs to me to finds me... 

Please don't let me attached to what's not mine. Let me release them in a very subtle way... Until it does not hurt at all... 

Let me walk through the light one more time... Walk towards peace and happiness...

If the situation will not change, please change my heart. Let me free.